Dear Journal,

I tell you what, I will give up my 'fears and doubts' because I these will hinder my progress. Let me learn more and let me grow from it. I say no to 'fears and doubts' I will believe and have more faith and confidence in myself.

with love,
Si On

Dear Journal,

guess what the WOW admin sent me...


They said that I spammed? At the moment I can only assume that it's hacked. So I will look into the matter. On Tuesday. bye bye

with love,
Si On

Dear Journal,

It IS A BEAUTIFUL SATURDAY and boy I am HAPPY and school holidays are just around the corner! These are some things that I am damn happy when it comes to holidays
1) Christmas + New Year day!
2) Hang out with FRIENDS. Let's get drunk baby!
3) PLAY MORE WOW & OBOE!

On the bad part of having school holidays
1) gonna miss w45f peeps...well for the matter of fact, I hardly miss them. maybe we all hang out together too much. HAHA!
2) gonna miss e36n peeps
3) Forced to work because it is boring.

That's it people. just a short post. I am going back to my muscle training and oboe practice.

with love,
Si On

Dear journal,

What more can I say about the first day of the week? *TWO THUMBS UP*! Fresh, being innovative and letting all the creativity flowing out from the puny brains. Well, Brain's kinda big but you get the drift but besides that, what's more I can say, what's more?

OH NOES! I cannot post in my tumblr. Grr. I think it will be better soon.

Now, I need to be very positive and still hanging onto that humble faith. I really got to do that. I am kinda frustrated because I am so afraid about the future as days goes by. My faith is being tested here so I say 'I will not shake my FAITH'. I am convicted by the word of the Lord and I will believe in Him. I know Lord has not forsaken me. I know.

Well! Basically my title says everything about what I need to do. Do not worry, nobody is involved in this statement that I have made and it is just a guideline for me.

RIGHTO PEOPLE! HAVE AN EARLY REST AND TOMORROW IS ANOTHER SPECTACULAR DAY! TODAY WAS BEAUTIFUL AND TOMORROW'S ANOTHER BLESSING IN DISGUISE! ANTICIPATE AND GOODNIGHT CHEERS! :)

with love,
Si On



I wished that making birthday presents for fluffy was that easy but...HAHA! Shhh.. I don't tell you what I am going to do. Keeping my fingers crossed that your birthday is going to be a memorable one. I HOPE! I am already missing you and I think I am being sick in the brain? You and I know the current status but then, I can't seem to control myself from talking to you. I blame you for being a GOOD DRUG because it makes me happier :D but to you I am very L+W+_________. HAHAHHA! you know it. :). I am still changing slow but surely fluffy.:)

Dear Journal,

Here's few reasons why I am happy today but not showing it on the outside.
1)I am lvl 64 and 6 more levels to go!
2)

Dear Journal,

HEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL YES! I LOVE TODAY! Why? Let me tell you ;)

1)I was 'drunk' because of the fact that I played wow till 2am. Oppsie.. Hope Fluffy don't see this otherwise she'll scream at me.
2)My entre FACI IS DA FACI IN DA WORLD! AWESOME! IT WAS NICE!
3)There were fights outside the class and after the 'fight', E36N react the whole scene.
4)AND THE AWESOME 6P where it took 30mins and yes I am being sarcastic here.

Other than that, LIFE'S SIMPLY AWESOME! CHEERS Everyone :)

with love,
Si On

Dear Journal,

Wow and WOW! I have so much to say about the new class. New people = New life experience and I'm simply enjoying every bits of it. Here are some examples of Cool dude and Awesome ladies.

Not in sequence :
Lexy(alex aka bitch)- One sentence 'My Bitch, Awesome dude'
Shanny(Shannon aka bitch) - well, well, well! She is one of the good student except that she skips her lesson. Should beat her up for that but I wouldn't.
Ianrick & Alzena - still sticking together as a classmate.
Cassandra - Very caring person. She is the sweetest person I have met apart from the other sweeties that I know.
Chao Keng No.1(Karina)- very hardworking person. SWEET!
Dennis- Well, ain't got much of a connection but I hope things will get better.
Noreen- SHE IS DAMN GANGSTER BUT SHE ROCKS!
Alice- HEH HEH! RIGHTO! I know her deepest darkest secret! She's a GIRL! Just for laughs. She is very hardworking. AWESOMENESS :)
KIKI- She is a very curious girl with gentle nature. Very considerate. *THUMBS UP*
Carol - ahhhaha..I hope she's not going to take it to heart because of my frustration. SORRIES >.<

Let me study hard SI ON. you can do it! :)

Well, I am going to stop here for today. Too many to write. Keep in touch Journal and readers :)
and I'll end it of with a message for fluffy. 'Please do visit the tumblr. :)'
FUTURE's IS AMAZING

with love,
Si On

Dear Journal,

This is what I have been up to.
1) Oboe
-More sight reading than before
-Preparing oboe solo piece for audition
-Sight reading more on semi-quaver
-Ready to join Orchestra (?)
2) School
-Studying and working harder (?)
3) Dream
-Keeping the faith. Still holding onto that. Small skill yet powerful results.

Take care people. Life's awesome and pursue on your dreams. Believe it. CHEERS! :)

with love,
Si On

Dear fluffy

  Please take care of yourself. If you are sick please tell me. I want to be there for you and you know that I will always be there just for you. My phone's just a sms/call away. I miss you and I cannot wait to be with you again. Was a memorable date on sat. What I liked about was you smiling away and being carefree that night. That made me happier. Until the time we meet again, I pray that you will be safe. You are precious to someone and that's me. Don't be *pat pat* fluffy okay? keep smiling because it brightens my day also. There's just no words that can be described to tell you how much I love you. you don't have to change yourself because you are perfect for me. Your sweet smile and the gentleness of your nature drives me crazy more about you. So don't change yourself. Just be yourself like what you've been telling me to. I am writing this because I want to tell you that I want to focus on my studies and oboe. So you also must study hard yea fluffy? I will be real busy from my schedule and I might not be around but I promise you that your sms/call is my priority apart from my hectic work schedule. I want to make you be proud of me. I want to be your somebody that can be proud of having as a lover. Keep in touch. I love you.

  미안하다, 사랑한다 means I'm sorry, I love you.

with LOVE,
Si On

Dear Journal,

  I have officially left Ritz Carlton. I thank the people who made my days there. Wonderful experience that I cannot forget. Thanks again.
  Oboe, It is time for us to move into the next level. It is time. Let's shine.
 
  I will not be updating my livejournal until further notice. I am going to focus on my oboe and studies. Keep in touch.
  And, I am thinking of dancing but I'll think about it again. So many interest yet so little time.
  Sorry fluffy for not updating it sooner or later. But I will still keep in touch through phone and yes, I am still a silly boy. I have yet to learn so much about life.

loves,
Si On

Dear Journal,

  WHAT'S UP JOURNAL! I Hope that you are Feeling well and geared up for another adventures of your life! Well Well, I am here to say that I am Officially 10% Happy today because I will be playing WOW later! Ain't that awesome journal? Don't doubt on the 10% because that 10% is good enough for me to rule the whole world and what about the other 90%? GOING TO TALK TO FLUFFY TONIGHT that makes it a total of 100%! Guess what, today fluffy pon school and suppose to have Seoul Garden but I choose to listen because yesterday I pon from school. So I have decided to go to school instead of following to pon with that fluffy. :P. I am such a Good boy.*BIG HAPPY SMILES *

  Tomorrow, I will be hanging out with fluffy again and boy oh boy, I cannot wait to see her face again. Miss the smile of hers. <3

  I will update my wow pics later. Anticipate. I AM HEADING TO OUTLAND! YEA BABY!

with love,
Si On

Dear Journal,

  I know that my future's not known but now, I walk with FAITH that He had promised me of my fruitful years of my life. I will believe those words again. I am no longer afraid to live this world the way I used to live because my future's going to be awesome and it is going to be bright. FAITH is the key for me. Cheers everybody because FUTURE'S AWESOME!

with love,
Si On

Dear Journal,

   I watched this health care insurance song and it was hillarious.
  It was this sentence that made me laugh my butts' off

  'don't get sick! that's right, don't get sick. if you have insurance don't get sick, if you have insurance don't get sick, if you're sick don't get sick. just don't get sick. that's the republicans' health care plan... if you get sick in amerca, die quickly that's right! the republicans want you to die quickly.'

  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnoD3NUux3M
  this is the link and skip to 0:51 and you will laugh!

  Recession's driving people crazy. It sure is.

  Have I finally found a place where I call a home? Words cannot describe the happiness that I have. Why is my heart so full of faith and happiness when I left that place a year ago? I am going back home for once in a long time. 

  I went for my oboe lesson and guess what happened? There was this dude 'Max' who bought his new oboe and I loved his new oboe...Drooling and he had spent 11.5k. Very pricey and my turn is next in a year or two. I am so excited but sad that my Bao'er's going to be gone from my life. Oh tell me tell me.

  Very nice! After my oboe lesson, I met up with fluffy to study. We had dinner then study. dropped by at starbucks and study till 1130pm and heading back home. :)  I love my life and forever I will even in my bad times. CHEERS Everybody :)

with LOVE,
Si On

Dear journal,

  After fluffy put down her phone, I suddenly felt sad but yet being thankful(she has nothing got to do with it and it was for awhile). Soon afterward, as I left my home, I looked up to the sky and my smile was on my face again and for the record, I am not sad(currently). No time for sadness in my life just writing something that was never happened in my life and this is the first time. Very very weird feeling(positive).

  OMG! Doors are opening up...YEA BABY! :D

  It wouldn't be long already. It wouldn't be long. I am So looking forward to my oboe practice today. I am going to use my faith this time round to create my way and of the things that will bring success in my life. I am going to make it and deliver my months of hard work and training for oboe. It is intensive and I will put my 100% focus on it. I shall not be distracted anymore.

  I am a fool to believe in these fantasy dreams but look who's without anything. Call me arrogant, ignorant and rude but you are nobody in my life so save comments to yourself dude. your life isn't that good also so why should you bother about my life i wonder.I will stop working already. Probably next week will be my last week. No more entertainments to losers I promise this to myself.

  Perhaps my dream woken my idea up to focus. I am SO HAPPY! CHEERS!! Now then when people tell me how's my life, I tell them 'LIFE'S AWESOME.'

with love,
SI On

I'll end it off with a picture for fluffy.

Dear Fluffy,

  It will be just a matter of time that's when everyone knows. I am seriously keeping it quiet but some just don't make it happen for me and I am not blaming anyone for that. Do you remember the time when I was down and you woke me up?It was about me telling you about my faith. If you didn't smsed me that night, I would still be lost. To be honest, when I was in need, there was only a few who stood by me and be glad because you were one of them and all I can do to repay you is just treasuring my moment and my life just with you being grateful about it. Well, those people who are reading this also knows obviously that I'm talking about you. But I ain't afraid to say publicly here now.I'm not going to run away from the fact that I LOVE YOU.

with LOVE,
Xiao Di :)

Dear Journal,
 
  I've got a cool two-handed sword!







  That's it basically for today. Bye bye

with love,
Si On

Dear journal,

  It was halloween day and I went my character for extreme make up

I had became undead

me dancing.

Life is wonderful with oboe, dreams, her, ya know? anticipate more in the future. FUTURE'S AWESOME!

  By the way, Next week, I am working from 6am. SOMEBODY SAVE ME! *laughs*

with love,
Si On

Dear journal,

  HEY JOURNAL! You know what I am going to do? I am going to play W.O.W EVERY SINGLE DAY BECAUSE I can play Death Knight Class I wonder what's installed in them. Man, yesterday I could level up to 55 where I can play Death knight but I needed to be a good boy. I wanted  to listen.:) .But I am Very curious though. I have lost the resisting of the temptations. BUT BUT! I will sleep at 11pm everyday. This is my Promise.

  For oboe, I have dropped in standard because I was too lazy? I have no idea. I have to buck up because next year is my audition already. Wake up Si On wake Up!

  I am still going nuts for the CLASSICAL MUSIC and I love what I do most. OBOE~  \m/ Danza Sinfonica still gets me mood going for more. So arabic and so turkishish(sp?). NICE!~

I hope she do not happen to see this. :P

with love,
Si On

Dear Journal,

  Let my pictures of WOW tell you everything.








Stopped at level 54 for that day. When I am free, I will play again.

with love,
Si On

DEAR JOURNAL!

  I CAN PLAY F SHARP! DO YOU HAVE ANY FREAKIN IDEA WHAT IS THAT MEANING? THE MEANING IS THAT I HAVE COMPLETED ALL MY OBOE SCALES! I AM ABLE TO PLAY FROM THE LOWEST TO THE HIGHEST!!!!WOOHOOO! This calls in for celebration! Kiss my oboe! MUAACCKKKSSS! What's amazing thing is that my oboe sound tone is so much nicer to hear and boy it is mmmmmmM! WOW!

  AWESOME! I ought to thank Gena for letting me attend the class for the Theory Grade 5 in which I will be able to take next year. I will not rush but take my time to learn. It does not matter how long I take but rather I am able to finish it or not.

  I shall talk more after this. CHEERS! Life is Beautiful.

with love,
Si On